Sunday, September 24, 2006

Bits And Pieces

It’s all apart of my day; bits and pieces of this roller coaster of a life I call mine.

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Are any of us ever really ready? It takes time to realize your own dreams and lay claim to the direction of your life. But when you search and fight and finally find what’s hidden in the depths, it isn’t hard to finally be ready. Anchored by the foundation of life and knowing who you are in it, freedom sets a whole new course and it’s the most amazing thing ever.

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Life, they say, goes through cycles. When it’s good, it’s great. When it’s not… well, eventually you get back to good. It just happens that way and that’s ok. Sometimes you need a break, you know? Breath a little.

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Don’t rush me now; I’m in repair. I’m taking my time and slowly easing back into this whole thing. I have to own it. It is my battle to fight. We are all warriors, fighting for our souls. I’m just wounded right now. I’ll be ok. Eventually it gets back to good, remember?

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Face it, friends, we Christians are not known to be thinkers. It is unfortunate, but so very true. And sometimes, the truth just needs to be spoken.

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I think I think too much. I think.

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This is taking entirely too long, and going in an entirely different direction than I was anticipating. My life has always been so planned, so structured. God, it would seem, likes to throw a curve ball or two my way just to remind me that my plans are completely ridiculous, sometimes even ludicrous. Usually such.

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No one compares to the bath tub. .. That conversation needs not to be delved into. It was just on my mind.

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Everyone has to do it their own way. And when it happens, it’s a beautiful thing. Work your way back to God. Back to life. But do it your way, on your terms. Because if it’s not yours, it never will be. God’s not in this for anyone else but you. Find it. Find him. And get back to life.

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Work with me here.

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