Relapse

All for love, all for not

Don't wait now, don't wait too long

Come out swinging

I'm ready for a fight

Don't stare at me like that

Like somehow it's my fault

You leave me stranded

Out here on my own

Fragile complications of lies and deception

We pass back and forth like disease

Change of plans is all you say

Hand him the keys and walk away

Ask it like you know

Like some how you deserve

The music, it blares, so loud I couldn't hear

Hear myself screaming for you

But I see it now, see you so clearly

For who you are and will never be

Intention has turned to bitter pretense

I could never be happy here

In this castle of glamorous façade

I lose myself within these masked walls

Shallow insecurities rise

An ever strengthening defense

To shield what never became

Reoccurring rhythms reflect as splintered mirrors

To remind ourselves of what not to do

Return to broken

It's who we are